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by bananamilk0831
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I don't know why I'm here. I did nothing wrong. They are blaming me, ME, of all people. ME! No, it wasn't me. I wouldn't hurt a fly, for that fly has done no harm to me. How could anyone kill an innocent being? Those stupid cops have it all wrong. Giving me time to write how I feel won't get me out of this place.
It's all because of Nicole. I loved her. She was my life. After 23 years of living hell, with parental abuse, poor studies, and depression, Nicole was an angel. She pulled me out of he grip of the devil and made every day worth living.
We met at a party. It was for New Years. My only friend managed to convince me to come, and to this day I can't remember how.
I was sitting on the sofa and all around me, couples were making out, drunk friends were stumbling around and then throwing up, and people everywhere in between were dancing to the pounding music that was being blasted from the huge speakers that were mounted to the wall.
Alone, that place wasn't any fun, and Nicole didn't think so either. She came to sit on the other end of the couch holding a glass of plain water. With her stunning beauty and purity, she shone in my eyes like a perfectly cut diamond sitting in mud. That night became a major milestone in my life.
Fast forward a year. Nicole and I were a happy couple and even lived together. I loved her with everything I had, and enjoyed every second with her. Seeing her made everything better. She had quickly become a person I fully trusted which was hard for me. Life seemed to improve a whole lot.
In the next months, I thought, Why lose this chance? Even though it's soon, she loves me doesn't she? We should spend forever together.
I should have known I was wrong, but that was the day when I arranged my plans to make my beloved Nicole my fiancé.
Even as I was popping the question, I knew she was going to say yes. I could see it in her eyes and facial expression, the way she teared up and smiled, and replied, "Yes."
We began making plans for the wedding immediately. Nicole was more than excited for it and spent hours on end coming up with more and more ideas to make it better.
One night when Nicole was out visiting her grandparents, I received a call from one of my new friends, Nick. He asked if i wanted to go out to the bar with him and some of his other friends for a drink. Knowing I'd be alone for the night, I accepted his offer.
We met at the bar which wasn't to far from home. I lost a bet to Nick and as the punishment, I had to drink 7 bottles of beer. Those 7 bottles were all I needed to end up incredibly drunk and incoherent. The next morning I awoke to find myself beside a woman I did not recognize who told me her name was Zoey. Too late did I realize what I had done. I had taken this lady to my own house!
In the next moment, I heard the door open and saw Nicole's shocked face in the doorway to our bedroom. I began apologizing and trying to explain to her what had happened as quickly as I could but Nicole was already leaving the apartment and speeding down the hallway. I became angry at myself, Nicole, and Zoey. I was able to realize that it had been Zoey's fault. She made Nicole hate me!
I knew there was only one thing I could do. I had to get rid of her. Permanently. So I walked back into my bedroom after grabbing the largest knife I could find. Then I stabbed her, repeating the same motion over and over till her blood soaked the sheets. She screamed but of course I wasn't going to stop. She drove Nicole away from me! It was satisfying but I realized I still felt resentment and hate that I pinpointed to be directed to Nicole. Nicole! The one I had loved for so long. It was her who had really caused me that pain!
I managed to find her on the streets. I was still holding the same knife and so I stabbed her too, but only once. There were several people on the street at that moment but no one seemed to notice.
I held her head close to my body and rocked back and forth. My Nicole was dying! I saw the blood oozing out from where I stabbed her and smiled. She got what she deserved.
All of a sudden, people began screaming. I checked Nicole for a pulse and found none so I stood up and looked around. I saw people with horrified looks on their faces staring at me. Then the police were on me. I saw no reason for that so I struggled against them till they shocked me with a taser. I passed out from it but that didn't stop them from handcuffing me.
The next thing I knew, I was in a cell. It was empty with only a bed, toilet, and sink. This is where I've been since then. They gave me this notebook to write what I felt. So how do I feel? Happy. Most might be terrified and wonder how after I killed two people, one being the love of my life. Because she was the only thing that kept me alive. Because we were in love. Were.
She betrayed me.
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BeHappy on says:
KAT YOU WROTE THIS ON KAI'S BIRTHDAY OMGGGGG
nightlife6081 on says about chapter 1:
Woah, this is really good~
BeHappy on says:
came back to upvote.
Grey_Storm on says about chapter 1:
awesome! perfect psychological murder!
fluffyrocks on says:
O_O Lol, "what happens in Adam's head." otl.
platitudinous on says:
cool. It looks like he is obsessed to Nicole (or he really is). I've always liked psychological, thriller, murder, etc. But this one, psychological, plus murder... It's love, man!
Great work!
BeHappy on says about chapter 1:
...yup, it's creepy alright, but well written.
It's like something you'd do in a mental facility.
Btw, one subscriber!
I know you love me!
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