Kyuhyun 1

Insanity is theonly 
sane reaction 
to an insane 
society.

☢☢☢ cho kyuhyun ● feb.3.1996 (19) ● citizen ● homosexual ● single☢☢☢
I'm pretty much alone all the time, being the friendless weirdo at school. I don't talk much, nor pay attention in class. School is boring, plain and simple, especially when you skip two grades and the classes are still child's play. My life is pretty much eat, sleep, and stay out of trouble, so I guess I'm not very interesting, but then again, you still don't know the real me. 
welcome to my nightmare, I think you're going to like it
Kyuhyun has never been a very tameable person. He hates being controlled by others and doesn't follow rules, though he's a genius, he seems stupid for always getting into bad situations. The young 19-year-old can't help but open up his mouth whenever it feels like it, resulting in fights that lead to injuries, and injuries that led to hate. Ever since he was a child, Kyuhyun has been told to be the perfect son. Being the only offspring of a rich CEO and his less-than-caring mother, Kyuhyun was raised in a cold house with too many rooms. Before he was even 6-years-old, Kyuhyun was already a troublemaker. Rebelling against his uptight, strict, controlling parents, he'd do things he knew would anger them. Like not doing his work, acting rude towards them, breaking things, small child's play. Behind their backs, he would either plot his next course of action, or read. For no one in the household knew of Kyuhyun's genius capabilities. He was a child genius from the get-go, a valuable child for which no one knew. Kyuhyun never flaunted how smart he was, and pretended to be like any other child when his parents forced him into home-schooling with a private teacher. The two finally gave up on ever trying to control Kyuhyun after he attacked his teacher when his parents told him to pay attention. He was only 14-years-old at the time.

"What? You want me to pay attention to something I already know? Damn you mother! I learned this when I was six!" Kyuhyun slammed his fists onto his desk and stood up straight, glaring at his parents who stood in the doorway. "And you father, why must you be so stupid!?" Both his parents were shocked to find their son acting this way. It had never been this bad before. "Can't you just leave me alone!? I hate you both! I don't want to be your little puppet anymore!" He flipped his desk over before turning to face his teacher standing still at the desk, eyes wide. "And you, you are an idiot. Even if I was six I'd still know about the Civil War of the United States or name all the castles of Southern Ireland. You're nothing but a nuisance!" With that, he jumped up onto his teacher's desk and slapped him on the face before knocking him to the ground. He jumped down on top of his teacher, slamming his fist repeatedly into his face. "Guards! Guards!" his mother called and they quickly entered the room before finding Kyuhyun behind the desk. Grabbing him by his arms, they dragged him away from his teacher. "Get off of me!" he snarled and struggled to get away. Both of the guards held on tight though as his parents looked upon their son with horror, realizing the monster they had created.

From then on, Kyuhyun's parents had locked him in his room day and night. After the incident, Kyuhyun broke down alone, trying not to make his sobbing loud enough for everyone in the house to hear. He hated everyone. He closed himself off. Finally, just a month later, Kyuhyun's parents finally let him go to school. Kyuhyun found it even simpler than the lessons his stupid home teacher had taught him, and ended up frequently sleeping in class and getting into trouble. By this time, his parents had altogether stopped trying to prefect their son and focused on trying to keep him in at least some form of line. Time and time again, when they finally thought he was like any other well-behaved human being, he would go right back to the way he was before. Things got worse when bad situations finally caught up with the young teen.

14 Years of Age - Sexual Assult (Rape): Kyuhyun was walking home like any other, not being a people person like everyone else and riding the bus. He had decided to take the back streets unlike normal, not caring how late he was to home. It wasn't like a home in the books anyways. Homes were supposed to be happy, and his certainly wasn't. He swung his backpack off his shoulder as he continued walking before he was suddenly grabbed by the wrist and pulled into an alley. "L-let go of me!" he yelled and dropped his backpack as he tried to pry the man's hand off of his arm. The man muttered something inaudible before laughing and smashing his lips into the young teens. "Mmph!" Kyuhyun pounded his fist onto the other's chest but he was too weak and surprised to do so, and the man grabbed his free arm so he couldn't move. The rest is something Kyuhyun has tried to forget, and I bet you can guess what happened. All he remembers before blacking out after it was over, was someone finding him and carrying him home.

15 Years of Age - Gang Fight: Kyuhyun was never part of either gang, but somehow he got mixed up in all of it. His father being a famous finanical figure meant many suspected him of being part of the older gang, though this wasn't true, making Kyuhyun the target of the gang's enemy. He had again been walking home alone (though since the incident he never went to the back roads again), when he suddenly heard voices. He held onto his backpack as he continued walking, trying to get away from where ever the noise was, when he was suddenly grabbed by the shoulders and pulled back. Immediately in self-defense, he turned around and swung his backpack into whoever had grabbed him before starting to run. "Get him!" he heard a voice yell but continued running, no matter how loud or close the pairs of footsteps got to him. He suddenly fell over when a shot rang out, and a bullet ripped through his stomach. Soon the group of people were upon him. Kyuhyun was covered in blood, cuts, scrapes, and before someone from the crowd yelled out. "Wait! That's not our guy!" Once everyone realized this, they immediately stopped hurting him, but somewhere deep inside Kyuhyun felt as if they didn't even care if he was about to die. They quickly left him to lie there on the street. The last thing he remembered before closing his eyes was someone picking him up and taking him to the hospital, where he woke up weeks later.

17 Years of Age - House Fire: It was a normal day like any other. Kyuhyun was locked in his room while his parents sat in the living room trying to think of ways to control their rowdy son. Ever since he was a child, his delinquent behavior had started to get out of hand. He'd get into fights daily, get caught for vandalism (though it always happened by accident), he slept in class, went underage drinking, and more. At this point in his life, Kyuhyun had already begun self-harm, though he never told anybody. It wasn't because he was afraid someone would find out, he just didn't find it necessary to tell anyone. So as this normal day in the household went on, a fight going on outside had sprung some highly unlikely sparks, setting the house on fire. Kyuhyun, the maid, and the rest of the workers had made it out of the building and so did his father, but his mother ended up dying in the fire. Though he never looked the part, Kyuhyun died inside, though he always thought his mother never loved him. Just days later, his father died in the hospital after suffering severe lung damage from smoke inhalation. Kyuhyun ended up finding some apartment deep in the city, away from the house he did live in once. He told workers never to tear it down and just leave it there. Every year, he visits the his mother who's body is still inside, and cries for once in his dull existence.

18 Years of Age - Nightly Hospital Visits: Sick, weak, pitiful. Kyuhyun used these words to describe himself lately. He felt empty, cold, dead, like he wasn't actually living anymore. Some call it depression, other's call it being emo, he just called it living day by day in constant agony and pain. At this point in his life, his body wasn't as developed as it should be. He was skinny, though tall, and weak unlike the rest of the boys in his class. One night, he was busy like normal, when he suddenly felt dizzy. The next time he woke up, he was laying in a hospital bed. Someone told him he had fainted and his neighbor had called the police when he didn't come out of his house for a week. It was lucky they did call at the time, or he might have died even. For endless days and nights, Kyuhyun was forced to stay in the hospital but unknown to him, he had certain nightly visitors. The only time he found out about this was when there were stories on the news just after he had been released from the hospital. There was a killer on the loose, part of one of the gangs, that stalked people at night when they were asleep. Footage from his hospital room showed that it was the very same man, but his face was never recorded. From then on, Kyuhyun has never been able to sleep right, eat right, even tripping over his own words when he gets nervous. It's not the fact that he had a killer in his hospital room that scares him, what scares him is why they never killed him when they had the chance. Oh, and they also never mentioned it was the man from 14 Years of Age either.
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