⌬ ❝Torment❞

"I'm going out"
She stated, refusing to let me join.
I let her go.

Was I worried?
Beyond belief.
Did I follow her?
I thought about it.
Did I stare at the window,
awaiting her return?
Well of course.

She stayed out most of the day,
only returning right when the sun disappeared.

I was left to play with the small
kitten that lurked around, and
worry about her safety.

I heard the front door, and jumped up.
She was mad at me, of course she was,
but I just wanted to hug her.
I'd missed her.

Then I Saw her.

Her long, elegant black locks were gone,
replaced by choppy, short, electric blue.
Her bandage gone, a blue eye visible.
Her dress was gone, leaving her
to stand in a tight, black cut off shirt, and
knee length shorts- she was no longer
sitting in her wheelchair.

I didn't recognize the girl standing before me.
This wasn't my doll, my sweet, innocent doll...

Her visible orbs roamed over me,
causing my skin to burn under the gaze-
"The end"

The two words spilled from her pierced lips,
causing me to freeze- what did she mean?

I was unable to ask,
watching her disappear to the bedroom with Ruana.

What I just saw was not my muse,
but what haunted me at night.

Fingers curling tightly into a fist,
my knuckles turned white-
This was my brothers doing.

"I'm going to kill you,"
I whispered through gritted teeth to no one,
and with a flick of my wrist- I was gone.

A single word being left to fill the house,
like the whisper of a ghost,

Tsuzuku.



___________A/N___________

Not my best, but it will get better.