~Chapter 1~

For 3 years we've been together...... For the very first time a guy took some interest in me....... He was so sweet...... His smile was contagious..... And let's not forget about his smooth voice..... His large hands to touch me with..... His height was perfect for me. One hug and Im surrounded by his strong long arms and my head would lay on his chest with his head resting gently on top of mine. He was the man of my life......WAS....but we've been growing distant lately. I would work out with him and my body was rather slim. I stood at 5'0 with a slim waist, and nice abs. It shows more than most, but it wasn't up to pare with a body builder for sure. My thighs toned, and shaped ever so nicely with small hips to go with it. And although my butt was small it still stuck out and had nice jiggle whenever I wanted to dance and we had a sexy dance routine I would still have guys wishing they had me. My face? Well ive always been told that I look 11. The oldest being that of 13 years old. I have cat like round eyes, a button nose, and small full lips. I have the look of a fierce lioness, but as I smile and giggle my features resembles that of a sweet loving kitten. So what flaw did I have? *sighs* I had a very flat chest. If it wasnt for my looks, people would think I was a little 11 year old boy. But that was my only flaw. So why? Why just leave me like that after 3 years.... Our last year of middle school was a total disater. I admit, Im not perfect but who on the world is? No one! Thats who!.... --------------8th grade---------------- "Jackson, would you like to eat lunch with me? I think I made far too much. Your okay with that right?" For a second I didnt get a reply back. "Babe?" I asked again looking up to his face. I turn my head to the same direction hes looking at and do the same. Upon turning my head I see students just walking around, but one particular girl that stood out of the crowd was the new girl Izumi. She's the foreign exchange student that came to our school. She was definitely a new face from the last two years. I could see why he was staring. The girl is Hot. The most beautiful almomd doe eyes ive ever seen. She had this innocence look about her. Her smile is so welcoming. She's slightly taller than I am and her hair reaches to her mid back as mine reached down to the top of my butt. Her waist looks so much more feminine then mine. Meaning her body wasn't so toned as mine is.  And she has this cute accent. I have to admit. The biggest thing I think he was starting at is her buttocks. Its definitely bigger than my own. I was sick of him staring and tried getting his attention again. "Hey! Are you listening to me?" I finally took his hand and shook it gently. "Oh sorry, SaRain. What you need?" He finally notices me. All I could do was sigh. "Nothing....nothing at all." I left him at that. He tries grabbing my hand, but I swiftly snatched it foreward as his fingers brushed against my hand. I finally get a guy that looked at ME and ONLY ME. But now hes doing just like the other guys. Staring at other females and not giving me the day or time. My feet carried me a little further from Jackson, till I felt a tap on my shoulders. Turning around like some Disney princess with a smile on my face, I was, prepared to jump into Jackson's arms for the simple fact he Wouldn't let me go sad or pissed off at him. "Well I should surprise you like this more often if I get reactions like that." A childhood friend of mine named, Marissa smiled back at me. I sighed and turned to her. "Uh oh. This can't be good. What's wrong? Does someone need to be cut?" Marissa, asked. She was always that friend that acted out fighting moves in her head before possibly thinking of other NICER ways to resolve a problem. "No..." I paused, before answering her." Dont worry. Let's just go to class. We walked off to homeroom and went through Classes. Before you knew it, it was lunch time. Still thinking he would join me, I held tight to the lunch box filled with healthy goodies and looking down at my feet. "Oof!" I bumped into someone. When I looked up it was the douche of the school always picking on my height then trying to flirt when my boyfriend isn't around. "Sorry, John." I quickly said and took a step away from him. "Wait! I see you ain't with your man. Dont you wanna come to my table?" He had that cheesy grin with yellow teeth to match that disgusting smile. And before I could answer he stepped back. "We have a problem?" I recognized that voice. I turned my head to see Jackson, there behind me, but something's very strange. Usually he's always on me making sure others knew we were together. I could talk to him and when I leave he would give me a kiss on the forehead. Even in situations such as this one he'd do the same as he holds me possessively, but....He's not doing that at all. "Come on. Let's go eat." I felt some type of way. I really did. I should of spoke to him about it, but what do I say? How do I address this? Never have I thought, that this mam would have me feeling like this. I didnt get a chance to answer him by the time he takes me by the hand and leads me to a table where a few guys and females were sitting. My steps slowed to a stop when I noticed one of the girls there with two seats infront of her empty. Izumi, looked up smiling and waving her hand, but my legs wouldn't go. He stopped, noticing I was no longer behins him." SaRain, you okay? Come on." I walked to him and the table following behind him like some idiot. Someone next to Izumi, moves and instead of taking the seat next to me he sits next to her and the one that got up moved beside me. This guy I didn't know. He was asian also. They look alike. Maybe twins? Everyone was talking and Jackson, was completely ignoring me. Talking to Izumi, his eyes wondered on her like he did me back in 6th grade. She was smiling and touching all over him. I couldn't stand it anymore and got up from my seat and walked off. The idiot didn't even notice me leave. He was still talking to her. Both of them flirting and touching each others hands and her stroking his arm. I couldn't do it. I ran to the bathroom and locked myself into a stall. Leaning against the wall I cried into my hand. All guys are such jerks. I hadnt noticed how hard I was crying till someone knocked on the door for a while. Quickly wipping away my tears I answer with a shaky cracked voice. "Yes?" I finally uttered. "Girl I know "damn" well my best friwnd isnt crying in the bathroom. Get your ass out here! And I mean it!" Marissa, swung the door open as soon as she heard me unlock the door." Who did it?" I explained everything that happened today. Without a word from her she told me to go to our next class and she'll meet me there. I did as I was told and let her go. 15 minites goes by and shes back in our class. As soon as she sat down the intercom came blaring out." Marissa Smith, come to the office immedately! "Marissa?" I asked as she got back up." Well I'll have to tell you when you get home then." She had that devilish smirk that I knew ALL too well." What did you do?" I yelled out after her. Lunch was finally over with and class started to fill up. And now was my worst nightmare. When he came in he was pissed off, and for some odd reason drenched in something dark colored. Jackson, turned his head and our eyes met. For the first time I saw how cold his eyes could be towards me. "Hello class. Its to my understanding that two of my students had to go home do to a fight. So I'll call out everyone else. You do have homework so please if your close with them make sure they get our assessment and study. Thank you. " Mr. Williams, ended his sentence with that. My stomach balls up and now I'm nervous. There was no telling what she had done to that poor girl. The day had finally ended and Marissa, told me how she came up and dropped her whole tray on her on purpose then proceeded to spill her chocolate milk all over his head. Jackson, loves his hair. Its like his life line. So no wonder he was pissed off. Usually he could take a spill on his brand new clothes, but if anything was to drop on his hair then I felt bad for the soul that did it. Though in his case Marissa's father taught her how to fight just as the military taught him and her mother showed her just how to use a gun. After all she's one of the best snipers of her time and she only did it for fun. Weapons is always her mother's specialty. I shook my head. Apparently after dumping the milk on Jackson's head Izumi, had enough and slapped Marissa in the face, in which Marissa, retaliated and smashed her face in with the food tray before jumping on her. But thats not all. Not what so ever. The next day of school I'm walking by myself. Jackson, usually takes me to school and back home, but not today. As I arrived to school it was still early so I went to the bathroom to rest my nerves." I think I saw her come in here." I heard voices coming to the bathroom. I quickly lift my feet and sit on top of the toilet like a chicken on her eggs. Trying to keep myself quiet they started kicking in the bathroom stalls. Then came mine. A kick came to my door. They wanted me so badly that one of them laughed and crawled under the bathroom door. I panicked trying to get away by climbing to the stall next to me. I had forgotten that the doors werent locked up and jumped down onto the toilet. One of my feet landing in the yellow stinky toilet water. It made me sick to my stomach but I needed to escape. "Gotcha!" Was all I heard before she snatched me by the hair and dragged me out the stall." Your such a punk. How Marissa, became friends with you is totally beyond me. Anyways hold her down." The girl that ordered the other two too hold me held out scissors. The last one took a fist full of my hair, cutting it so unevenly. I love my hair also and having it cut brought me to a panick attack. It took years for me to love this hair and keep it healthy, but here they are cutting off huge chunk of hair. As I became frantic they laughed at me. A couple times I got loose only to be slapped in the face and brought back to my spot on the floor. " STOP IT PLEASE!" I cried out, but they only laughed more. Next was my clothes. They cut right up the middle of my shirt and my pants. I've seen this happen to a smaller boy before. They cut thier names into his skin and made him run out the bathroom naked. Instead they only had me to run out the bathroom. I had no bra cause lets face it, I have nothing that requires a bra to hold and A-cups I didn't see the point in them either. "Move bitch!" They laughed at me and kicked me out. I tried covering the little boobs that I had and my panties barley covering me up. I had nothing to be ashamed of. My body is gorgeous, but I haven't even been naked for Jackson, yet and to have over 100 students see me like this I cried trying to run back in the bathroom, but they pushed me out again. The students were no help. Some recording whats going on, some were trying to get me to move my arms to show my small breast, and others just looked in pity or looked away as if nothing happened. I cried crouched down trying to keep myself covered as much as possible. I looked up as people laughed at my hair and how pathetic I look. Then our eyes met. Jackson, shook his head then walked off. My night in shining armor walking off as if nothing had happened. "Alright whats going on?" The girls that did this ran off and one of the teachers came to my aid, seeing I'm a naked mess with a piss foot, and messed up hair he ran back to retrieve his coat and covered me. He instantly called for help and other teachers helped me out the hallway. I was given new clothes and had my friend pick me up and take me home. She kept asking what happened to me, but I wouldn't say a word to her. I was blank. Broken beyond repair. Confuse, crushed. So many emotions ran through me. "Want me to stay with you?" I shook my head. My parents were hardly home so thier business trips having them gone most of my life. I took a shower then went to bed. Staring at nothing at all but my Mirror across from my room as I lay on my side. "You seem hurt. What is it that ails you?" I must be sleeping. A big hand with long slender fingers and caress my arms from my shoulder to my elbow. Such a small action gave me chills up and down my spine. I had goosebumps as he continued. My eyes fixed on the mirror then I see an all black silhouette surrounding me. "Shall I take this pain away?" A soft, yet deep voice whispered in my ears and echoed around the room. I felt so dizzy. Still I couldn't say a thing. His hand gently tipped my chin and turned my head to face his red eyes. I could of sworn that his eyes looked of glimmering, dancing red and pinkish colored lights In his eyes. He wasn't normal at all. He couldn't be. "Have I caught your tongue, Kitten?" His hand moved down to take my hand into his with our fingers intertwined together. His face got closer and our lips were so close that I could feel his breath against them. I've never wanted a kiss like this so bad even with Jackson." Ill say this once more." The intity took hold of my waist and pulled me against its chest as he sat up." Shall I take the pain away?" I didn't like being alone. After having Jackson, I had forgotten how to strive on my own. His lips were getting closer to mine, but stops." Well, kitten? Dont have me waiting." His soft voice lingered with such a tempting tone. My lips quivered. It didn't seem real. Maybe its my own dream trying to cheer me up. If so, I'd forget this pain even if it meant for just a couple minutes till I wake up....I'll take it." Yes...please...." I whispered so softly where you couldn't hear me." I didn't hear that my little kitten." His arm around my waist goes tighter, but not enough to hurt me." YES! TAKE MY PAIN AWAY!" I said with a louder voice, looking him in his eyes with such pain, sadness, and want. Almost as if he was feeding on it, he let out a low deep moan from his chest and pulled me closer to him. Our lips finally met and once again my clothes are taken off of me, but gentle this time. He asked and took his time taking them off. With every article of clothing he took off he cherished and pampered with sweet open mouth kisses. I was in heaven as he claimed every part of my body as his own. The dark silhouette started to form more of a human like body. Soft smooth skin, black short hair, his lips were so kissable, and his body, lean, but toned and as he slowly started to show his bottom half, he came in to kiss me distracting me from the sight of his lower region. I had forgotten all about it till I felt something heavy and thick land between my thighs before I could say anything he penetrated my deepest depth as if he's trying so hard to take all my worries away. His fingers masseged under my thighs stroking back and forth as he took claim to my neck. I felt his teeth piercing through my skin and sucking like a vampire. The unfamilar pleasure took my body in an instant. My body trembling, toes curling and my arms holding him tight and so close to my flushed, warm body" Mhm...." I moaned and quickly covered my mouth." Keep them away from me, hm?" He askes as his right hand came up to stroke my bottom lip." Let me hear more!" With a deeper harder thrust I scream out and quiet down as it changed to a moan." Now call my name...." I had no idea what it was, but with a deep, slow, and sensual thrust, I held on to his back as he would moan with my tightness gripping him, making him feel such pleasure with my juicy warmth around him. "Say it!" He gripped my hands and pulled them over my head, feeling so powerless as he dig out all the sadness, the anger, the confusion I felt, all of it was gone." SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS!" I screamed out and my room turned black. Features started to erupt and flutter around my room. He dips down and all I could see was his eyes then felt a sharp pain just under my breast. The pain corsing through my body, I couldn't take it any longer. The pain had over come me." Ill see you when you wake up, kitten." His smirk and those eyes lingered till my eyes slowly close shut. ~~~~~Admin here! JUST WANTING TO SAY SORRY FOR THE CLUSTER. 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