Chapter One

I looked up at him and my eyes widden as he let me go. "Meet my by the flagpole at the end of school.

I sat in one place as I wait. I knew I was going to die if I didn't wait. THe boy appered and he looked at me with a fierce stare. "Well, looks like Lukey knows how to pay attention." He called, grabbing my arm. "Even after 2 hours he's still waiting. Is he really that crazy for me?" He dragged me to a room and I realized it was my own room. I didn't know who my roommate was. "Oh, goody, looks like he's my new roommate too." He smirkied and I wanted to die right now. He pushed me on the bed all ready, his bed. I had no idea what was going on.

I then felt his body ontop of mine and I looked up into his eyes. "Wha-" I was caught off as his lips attatched themself to mine and he kissed me forcefully. I wanted to kick him away, but I couldn't with his body on mine. He let go of my lips and I glared at him. "What the fu-" He kissed me again, while slapping my arm. I gasped at the sudden pain and his tounge forced his way inside my mouth.  I then felt his hands unbuttining my shirt and I knew what he was trying to do. I found streangth to break away from the kiss. "Your going to RAPE ME aren't you?" He smiled innocently at me before slapping me across the face.

"Shut up." He called, before force kissing me again. I felt my sirt be undone and I gasped. He was indeed trying to rape me. I then felt his hands on my waist and I shivered. I wanted to stop him. I was only FOURTEEN for human's sake! He pulled down my pants and boxers in one go. 

"Stop...please." I whispered.

I heared a snickering sound and I looked up at hiim, my eyes filled with hurt and anguish. "I'm not stopping my sweat. You want this...don't deny it." He told me, rubbing my cheeck. He then took off his clothes.

"Stop....stop please. This isn't right." I whimpered. He then forced his member into me. I screamed in pain and he covered my mouth. "Take it out! This hurts! Pull it out!" I called through his hndd. He slapped me with his other hand.

"Shut up Luke." He growled and I gasped slightly. Then I realized he didn't have a condom and I started thinking of STDs and STIs. I started crying as the pain continued, it was like being torn inn two. After a while he cummed while I laied there emotionless. That's it. I lost my virginity at the age of 14. My parents hate me. And I was fucking raped. He pulled out and then went. I watched him as he got my bed ready, haterid in my eyes. He then picked me up and placed me under the blanket. "Go to sleep, slut." That's it. I fainted.

I woke up with a start the next morning, my lower half on fire. Thankfully I'm a anime aholic and I know what people do after this. And reading fanfictions online as well. I got up and limped in pain to the bathroom before starting a bath. I couldn't even try to stand up. I then went out and got the remedy wich I always take a bath with. I placed in more than usual before climbing in. The water slowly eased my pain and I sighed in relife. After a few minutes I got out and walked to my dresser and got dressed. Then I went to Jaesoo's room. He claimed he didn't have a roommate and gave the number to me. I was about to knock when I could hear... "there! Faster! Deeper!" I cringed at that. He was fourteen! Like me. "Thanks for the message." Oh kay...never mind. I knocked on the door and the bed creecked before running was heard and Jaesoo opened the door. "Luke!" He called, smiling at me. Then he noticed my baggy eyes. "What happened?"

"He raped me." I replied and the door opened wider to show Jaehyun. He looked at me and his vision soften. He then pulled me into a hug.

"He did?" Jaesoo asked. Then he left the room. "I'm talkin to somebody! I shall be back!" He left and Jaehyun let me go. He lead me in and I sat on the bed.

"Jaesoo and Changdae are brothers. Twins actually. Changdae and Jaesoo's mother had cosity over Changdae cause the parents divorsed after they where born. She was then folund beating and sex6ally harassing the kid. He was then moved into the car of the father, the princibal here. He's. A nice kid deep down under the skin, like Jaesoo. You just have to show him who's boss. He raped me, but thankfully he always wears a condom. There where 2 other people he raped.they left but not before telling me the same thing." I nodded my head and blinked.

"Babby lukeeeeeeey!" A voice called and I turned to see Jaesoo with all my things. I pouted at him slightly. When did I become the baby? "When's your birthday?"

I know its soon....wait...what day is it. "Uh, what's the date?" I asked, tilting my head to the side.

"The...13 of September!" Jaesoo nodded his head...wait....the twelve was yeste...shoot...I tottally forgot with all this fucking stress. My god, I was raped on my birthday...this surely can't be...then I'm also fifteen, not fourteen.

"Uh, actually, it was yesterday...I totally forgot." My parents usually woke me up with pancakes amd orange juice.

"Why didn't. Your parents remind you through email or something?" I was at the airport then, leaving. My parents where frowning with their arms crossed. I wonder what would happen if they found out I was rapped...they would hate me more.

"Whole reason I'm here is cause they know I'm gay, and they are homophobias." I sighed. The boy nodded his head.

"Oh, well today is my birthday, tomorrow is Jaehyuns." Jaesoo replied and my eyes widen.

"Ah, really? Happy birthday then!" He laughed and nodded. He then began to make the bed, moving me to his.

"You are sleeping here mister. Daddy changed your rooms! And your still my baby lukey! Here's a key. You left your key at that place and I got your stuff, everything...except the bed sheets. We got new ones. And bro, your comming shopping with me tomorrow cause you need a new look."

"Mkay." I nodded my head and he cheered loudly.

"And he's my boyfriend! No touching him inapopriatly!" Jaesoo called pointing at Jaehyun. I laughed and nodded my head.

I looked up at the clock to see it was already 7, classes started at 8. "Should we go? I mean...its almost time for school and we need to eat..." Jaesoo then pushed me onto my own bed.

"Since daddy knows your sic he told me to keep you here for the day. He ascused all of us, and Jaehyuns going out to buy food. You have a whole week off, but I'm going to school on Monday, same with Jae. You go back next Thursday." I nodded, my eyes widden.

It was Tuesday now, and I woke up with a start as a beeping noise was sounded. Confusidly it was my phone. I picked it up to see Caco talk. I looked at it wierdly before answering the phone call, wondering who it was. Stupid Korean Words I can't read yet. "Hello?" I called.

"LUKARIO!" My twins voice called n English. I flencehed a little bit. "How come you weren't in classes today and got excussed? Mom and Dad are ferious!"

"I don't care about them. And If I tell you, you can't tell anyone." I told him, frowning slightly. So they still cared about my grades, now do they?

"Deal! unless it's like you found a boyfriend....then I have to squeeze the info out of you for my new story!" He laughed and I rolled my eyes. Thsi was the true deviel, the devil of stories. He will find a story to write about even if its a kitten on their head.

"I was Raped." I muttered. It was still too soon. And how every one has an effect after being raped? Mine was that I just couldn't eat anything. I refused to eat for a while now, and gotten away from it from my friends. I also decided to walk around the school after a while with Jaesoo when he got back after lessons.

"WHO?" He called and I flenched slightly. "I WILL KILL THEM! LET ME AT THEM!"

"Sar, CALM DOWN! I'm sure you can but he's half a globe away from you or almost anyways." I called as the door opened.

"Ah! FINE Lu! Well, anyways, I love you~ " I smiled and laughed as Jaesoo walked in and waved slightly at me. I waved back.

"I love you too Sar." I sighed, before hanging up. I smiled softly at him. "Hey."

'Hey." He called, sitting down by me on my bed. IHe gave me a pice of pizza and a can of pop. I sighed and took a small bite of the pizza before stopping it. I put it down and didn't touch it. "Luke, you have to eat." I shook my head. "Please?" I again shook my head. He picked up the piece and put it at the edge of my mouth. I blinked and took a small bite. "More." I took the pizza and sighed before eating the rest of the pizza He smiled before taking the can and opening it. He handed it to me and I started to drink it. He smiled and pat my head. Then the door opened and Jaehyun walked in with cake and icecream.

"Whats that for?" I asked, tiliting my head. He shrugged.

"Dang! He's so annoying! Why do I have to have him as a stupid dorm mate?" Jaehyun cried and I looked up at him confussed. It was our nightly walk and he was ranting again.

"There's a new kid in school, not in our class, but he's from America." Jaesoo explained and I nodded my head softly. I shrugged and continued to walk. "He's just sassy and kinda cute." Jaehyun slapped his boyfriend's kneck. "I SAID KINDA! Gosh, Jae, that hurt!" He stuck out his lower lip and I smiled at the two of them. "What was his name again Jae?"

"Um.....I don't know....Huh, I'll ask Teacher tomorrow....when you come back with us." I gave a tiny nod and he smiled softly at me. "Are you sure you're ready to come back. I turned to him and nodded again.

ChangDae P.O.V.

I watched the field from my point of view, waiting for him. Was I crazy? Most likely. Was I stupid? Hell yeah. Will he even feel the same way I felt know? Most likely not. "Dude, come out of that tree, your going to break your kneck." I looked down to see a boy standing there, his arms cross. He was the diva of the school, even though he got here this morning, everyone knew his name, and his attitude, and he's someone to look out for.

"I don't care if I'll break my kneck." I shot back at him. He glared at me and walked away. Oh this Sarekio kid was getting on my nerves, and not to mention that he looked almost exactly like him, just different eye color.

A/N:

Hello invisable Spectrums of my life. I know your out there....

So like, this is the first chaptter! And I don't even know why I have an Author note... XP