MeloLife - Her Reason

Walking in the depths of unknown path, with cold hands and feet. Tears kept sliding from those cheeks, as she hugs herself, comforting herself from the pain inside her heart. She couldn’t help herself but to pour out all the pain and anger through tears and silent cries. She chose silence instead of letting her feelings known.

Her heart felt like its being crushed, the moment she thought about everything over and over again. Regret will always be along in those pain, but it’s just how it should be. Even if she looks bad, or whatever that other do about her behavior.

She was sick and tired of people messing with other people, people looking down on other’s just because they reached something, people making up lies being the reason of a broken friendship or bond, and people who doesn’t respect others for they were the only ones who have the authority.

She’s really tired of all of this that she exploded. It doesn’t matter what the age difference was, as long as she expressed how she feels. Even if it means, breaking some bond. At least in her mind, those people will have an idea, be enlightened or better yet, woke up from the slumber of their greediness.

The world doesn’t circulate for one person, nor for money. Would you rather choose money, fame, and fortune than your family? As a human, even if it’s hard to be honest, not tempted by money, or anything, why not try being fair, just try?. It is indeed hard for we’re only human, but money or fame can never make anyone happy, as in true happiness. Yes with it, you can have anything you want and be surrounded by people, but is that the true meaning of happiness? Can you feel comfort and love with money or other people whom you don’t know if they’re with you as a friend or just because you have everything?.

But a family, can give all those protection, comforts and love a money or fame can’t give. They can harm you, but your family won’t.

But what’s more painful for her was, just because she’s young no one take her seriously. Because Adults are the authority. Adults are always right, and children or young people have no right to say anything or they’ll look disrespectful.

How unfair this world is, how unfair. That’s why she chose silence, but through her ways, some can sense she’s mad about something, but just be silent. So she won’t be judged by those adults, even though everything is building up inside her heart that she can explode any minute, in which at one point in a particular moment she did and chose to look bad and not defended herself about her actions.

It could either be, because she knows nothing will happen. Or it could be, because she wants to know what’ll happen afterwards. Curious as to what rumor might be spread. Or how thing’s will be in this unfair world, if you’ll be judged or hear you out first?.