Im so sorry Phil...
by ---CheshireCat
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Phil's POV
I feel a poke on my shoulder in the morning slowly but hard."Noooo five more minutes..."I whine and throw a pillow at the person poking me. "Phil wake up you dont want me to do something~"Dan said happily."Noooo!"I continued and flailed a bit. "Fine i warned you~"He smirked and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me up slowly to his face. I opened my eyes and as soon as i did my face flushed bright red. "D-D-Dan..."I trembled slightly as his smirk only grew wider. Until he dropped me on the ground when i let out a small screech."Dan!" Tears starting to sting at my eyes from the pain.
Dans POV
Oh shit oh fuck did i just hurt him?! Dammit Dan you're an idiot! "Shit Phil im sorry!" I said picking him up off the floor almost immediatly. Phil literally started to cry because of me...FUCK! I kissed him on the forehead and set him on the bed. "Here how about we go into town tonight and get you a big totoro~"I smiled a bit trying my best to take the sadness away. "O-Ok..."He sniffled and gave a small smile up at me. "Ok ill go make breakfast and you go get dressed~" Walking out of the room and into the kitchen,taking out all the ingredients for the pancakes. A little while went by and Phil was out in his Gengar t-shirt and skinny jeans yawing softly. I smiled and set the pancakes out on the table with maple syrup as well as powdered sugar just like he likes it. "Thanks~"He grinned and dug in,I just watched and g=had a massive smile on my face that probably couldnt be wiped off of my face. He is so damn cute and innocent...Maybe i could confess to him soon. Maybe...
LE TIMESKIP
Dans pov still~ ^^
Phil finished his pancakes and stretched. "Dannn can we go into town now?"He asked in a bit of a childish whiny voice but yet a cute one. "Sure Phil just get your shoes on ok~?"I grinned and pointed at his galaxy converse by the door. "Yay,ok!"He exclaimed and darted to his converse. I couldnt help but chuckle at the smaller male. After he got his converse on, he threw on a pikachu hoddie i got him for his birthday a month back. "Ready!"He said jumping up and down in excitement."Ok ok but i have a present for you~"I chuckled and pulled something out of my back pocket,inching closer to the younger."For me?"He tilted his head with curiousity but excitement."Of course its for you silly~" I smiled and leaned down to put a small locket around his neck. He smiled and jumped up slightly to hug me." Thank you Dan,I love it!"He giggled and bit. "No problem Phil~"I hugged his small frame back with a wide grin plastered onto my face. "Now can we go~?"He asked in his cute whiny voice. "Yes we can~" I said setting him down and opening the door for him."Ladies first"I said sarcasticly. He just laughed a bit and walked out.
ANOTHER TIME SKIP { DONT KILL ME PLEASE }
Some time passed while we walked the streets of London where we stopped to get ice cream. Phil had to throw the paper he had away when he saw a dumpster in an alleyway. "Hey Dan im going to go throw my paper away ok~?" He grinned and pointed down the darkened path. I stared at it for a while...God it creeped me out... "Uh Phil cant you wait until we get back to the apartment?" I questioned getting a bad feeling. "It'll be ok Dan~" He smiled. "Fine just be quick!" I said. With that he dashed into the path but didnt come out. I started to grow very worried. Then...Screams. Phil's screams. That was what got me to run into the alley. There with a gun pointed to his chest stood a masked person. He pulled his mask down only to reveal a demented grin. That grin. The grin that ruined my life at the time when i couldnt save the one i loved most. Then i hear a shot. Just one shot was ll it took to make Phil fall to the ground crying and bleeding. My eyes widened as i dashed over to him and i started to cry. "Phil no dont leave!" I screamed out holding him close to my chest. The deep wine colour staning my shirt and jacket. "D-Dan..." He managed to mumble under him dying breathing. "No Phil...Please...I love you..." My tears dripping onto his jeans. "I-I love you...T-Too..." He smiled that cute smile and last he would give. Until he closed his eyes and mumbled those words that still are periced into my heart. "D-Dan...Dont leave m-me..." Then he stopped breathing all together. The smile still on his face as if he was happy to die knowing i loved him. "No Phil...Wake up...Wake up...WAKE UP!" I screamed out into the dark sky of the day that ruined my life. I held him close until a police officer found me. "Come back...Please..." I mumbled.
A few months later
I feel into a deep depression. No one could get me out of it not even my family. I lived alone it was quite and dull. Phil's room left untouched and everything in the apartment was a mess. Phil always cleaned...The only real thing i had left of him was the locket. The locket i gave to him the day he died. I couldnt take it anymore. I couldnt live without Phil. "Im sorry mom but im not going to really be around anymore..." I said when i called my mum. "Daniel please dont..." She said holding back tears. "Im sorry i just cant live without him anymore..." And with that i hung up. Making my way over to to my desk i lifted a Revolver and amunition. I let out a sigh and looked at one of Phil's stuffed animals. "Ill be with you soon Phil..." I said while pointing the gun at my head. I smiled a bit and pulled the trigger when everything went black. Then i saw a white dorway ahead not too far away. I blinked a few times and ran over to it. Then white filled the area there stood a golden gate. I was standing on clouds then i saw Phil siting in a white cat hoodie with his galaxy converse with white skinny jeans on. his hair was snow white as well as his skin with his blue eyes. "P-Phil..." I mumbled because i couldnt believe it. "Dan!" He exclaimed when he noticed me. Almost immediatly standing up and darting over to me. I pulled him into my arms and smiled as i turned white and my clothes turned white as well. I felt wings sprout out and a halo appear above me. The same happened with Phil. I looked down at him and tilted his head up. "I love you my angel..." I smiled and kissed him. He smiled and kissed back happily wrapping his arms around my neck. My angel...Perfect in every way...My angel and mine only.
The end.
FINALLY! My goodness this was so sad to write and almost brought me to tears! Sorry if its short and sucky but IT HAS DUH FEELS. Im very proud of this! I hope you liked it and thats it~ Bye guys! :3 -Raven
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AcornyJOKES on says about chapter 1:
Nice story :))
suzannalxx2003 on says about chapter 1:
good story...
IFeelGood on says:
Lol, just asking but why did you call it that?
IFeelGood on says:
The title seems.....awkward?
repario on says:
asdfghjkl for the first seeing an actual phan fic
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