Summertime Sadness

The sun glowed and shimmer in the evening of dawn as it was engulfed by dark,thick,dense clouds like how you are eaten by the monester after losing temple run. Hungry and Ready for more.There was silence in the atmosphere as this maginficent piece of mother nature was phototrayed in the limelight of it all. The video was scrampled as it jumped from image to image like those old vintage cinema movie player that used flims.The sun tried to fight the clouds as it struggled to be free and get away from the clouds.But to no avail it was trapped in the clouds path surrounded and no where to go and all hope was lost.Soon the clouds moved forward as it engulfed the sun in its path.Strong, Power and Bold. In the less few seconds before the sun disappered into the clouds , it shown a ray of light.So Evil yet Beautiful, Mother Nature always has it ways.

Just like the next story of two girl , soon it was overwhelmed by darkness and what seem to be like the manual labour intensive changing film. After a moment or two, A young & beautiful woman appeared she stood there dazing straight at the camera with her brown hair in the light breezy cooling wind.But deep within her eyes it shown great,pain,suffering and more other devils & sinful problems.She didn't move any inch and just stood there as the camera just stared blanky at her.Then the film flared up again and there was another changing moment of scenes all we could see was her shadow.Soon we brought to the next scene where there was lush rich green forest that covered every exposed area of that land and right in centre of it was a large,big & steep cannel drop.No one could survive that fall even if they were in a car.But as the camera panned over there was this beautiful waterfall that was at the side of the canel.This was somewhat an evil beauty canel.

Then another image of the girl's back flashed in the screen over a few seconds.As She stood over looking the grand canel.Then she appeared again in another scene where she came out of the forest slowly but surely like she was going to proclaim something important to the world.Something she has kept inside of her for so long because people always sweep dirt under the rug as she cried days days over spilled milk.After what seems to be internity, she came out of depression and was to tell her skeleton in the closet that she has hidden for years.

She started singing the first few lines of her song which came with a very deep and painful atmosphere to it. After, the first line she startled and slowly glance down the floor which was covered with grass and flowers.But she knew it was her destiny to continue this story and leave a legeacy behind for the future generation so as to never ever walk the same painful path as her.Then she continued on with her second line as she onlooked what seems to be like an endless forest that lead from one end of her vision to the other.There was no one here, alone & loneliness in the wilderness all she brought was her heart,soul and mind.Nothing else.She then slowly lifted her hands like she was enlighted or posed by some kind of being to her shoulder level.Nothing in the surrounding hinted what was about to happen.Then out of no where she leaned her body towards the edge of the cliff.Gravity then did the rest of the work as she lost balanced and fell in the dark and endless canel.Today this canel has taken it next innocent victim as she disappeared from the world without a track.

As she plunged into the dark & eerie canel, images flashed through her head.Firstly, she saw herself beautiful primed up for the day and ready to go.She was wearing a clasic timeless piece white dress and her hazel dark brown straight hair covered the side of her face.As what seems to be like she just walked out of her gates.Secondly, she remebered herself again sitting down at a corner as the wind blew on her face lightly and her fringe flew in the wind.She enjoyed ever seconded of it till it was the end of her life and it was sweet dreams forever for her.No worries, No Pain & No more suffering.All of it is just memories as her soul was lifted to somewhere called Heaven.

Then another girl appeared she looked similar to the previous girl that died but she had short blond curls as she drove a hot red vintage cadillac down miles and miles of forested bumpy roads.She had a sturn look on her face like something seriously or bad has happened and it did.Then realisation hit her like a twenty pound sledge hammer as she continued driving.She remebered her Best Friend driving through cities and states together in the summer.But then afterward, she saw the same vision the girl had before dying ,dressed in white and young, beauty & pretty.But the vision didn't just stop there is saw her grabbing hold of her edge of her cotton sewed skirt tightly wearing onto a big bulky fake jewelery ring which was actually supposed to be their Best Friend ring.

Up in heaven the girl was living a dream as she witness whatever was happening down below on Earth.All we could see was her shadow in mist and fog.She then camly said, " 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 "

This did not just signal the start of her life on Heaven , but also the start of her Friends Despare and Pain & Suffering down on Earth.Her Friend was caught in the mist of everthing as wild thoughts cluttered and raced in her minds, just like the clouds in the skies.She was the Sun and the worries, problems and emotions were the clouds that in the end engulfed her from within. As her mind was caught in the clouds she remebered the times Both of them spend together having fun under the sun. By just doing what regular youth do this day.Relax and watch as time flies together.Then she also remebered that time when both of them went climbing up the mountains together.On that day it was the Last Day of the climb and they were reaching the peak of the mountain.When crossing a bridge, she remebered looking back as trembled and her legs turned jelly liked because of her fear of heights.When she tilted her head back to go back to the starting point.She remebered her friend just smiling at her that smile was priceless as it pushed her to perserve and resilent to finish that climb.Especially during the climb they didn't wear make up and that was when she really got to see the pure and natural beautiful side of her as compared to those day where she wore make up to cover her imperfections and flaws.

As it progressed, she then remebered why they wasn't friends anymore. It was beacause one small incident that happened and broke their friendship.While thinking of this she thought how foolish it was to let go of their friendship. After, that small incident she remebered heading home through the same forested road angry,mad,furious ,as she kept her eyes peeled on the road.While, her friend just laid in her car slouching against the side doors and resting her head on the neck rest just staring blanky at her.While she kept silent throughout the journey.That was the last time she saw her.

Then she came back to reality and as tears of sorrow and despair rolled her cheeks.Hallucination then kicked in, she was driving again with her friend in her car as she just starred blanky at her.Then she slightl tilted ger head to the right and just took a good look at her.Then it was back to flashback as she invisioned her singing her favourite tune and the good memories they had together when they were young.The first vacation they went together filled with joy & happiness.While doing so she went back home and then drove to a bridge.Then she  stopped her vehicle on the bridge and decided to get out and do the same thing her friend did.She wore a red gound and was as well all pretty up.She climbed over the railings of the bridge and over look the bautiful scenery of the urban city and town. Then the flashbacks continued on with her and her friend on the first vaction & climbing the mountain together.She then took a step forward which meant she was on the edge of bridge with her bowed low so as her spirt.She then opened her eyes again for one last glance of the place, then she saw her friend a few moments before she jumped of the cliff.Free, that priceless smile she gave her when climbing the mountains.

A tear for it all, which ruined her make up.As she taught of how much more their friendship could have been if they didn't have that fight then everything would be okay.Those good memories could have continued longer, but she had blame it on herself for letting go of their friendship and ending it all.Despite that she did care and that she did cheerish their friendship.She then slowly pushed herself of the edge of her bridge like how her friend did it. As she plunged down, images started to form in her head from her friend face,body language,pet and till the day she jump of that cliff and ended her life.Then she noticed the pose right before she jumped of the cliff as she lifted her hands to her shoulder level just  like how Jesus dead on the cross.She finally, understood the real meaning of her death that this was gods plan and he been since day one.She fell to her death just like a piece of glass drop on the ground, she shattered into pieces just like her heart did.

Then she awaken lying on a road as a familiar figure slowly walk towards her ward then she notice it was her long lost friend wearing the same as when the day she disappeared.They both now are in heaven and living a happy,peaceful and good life , the one they were not able to experience down on earth.

But one thing remains why would god send his children down to earth when they would in the end.End up here on heaven? x