It's You, It's Definitely You

It's You, It's Definitely You

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You held your stomach and sighed.

'I'm going to get fat if I keep on eating mom's food like this' You thought.

"Ahh, I'm so full~!" you said as you climbed up the stairs after the breakfast to your room. You went into the bathroom to make yourself ready. As you were done fixing your hair, you smiled satisfied. Your aegyo sal was visible as you smiled. Everyone loved your eyebags. They say, that it makes you look cuter when you smile, that your eyesmile will look better.

You asked yourself if you should apply some make-up on your face since you looked tired. You couldn't sleep the entire night because you were too excited about today. You spent the night tossing and turning around and doing nothing else but to stand up and eat. Food was and will be the best solution for everything. That was what you believed.

"Nah..it's just an orphanage anyways.." you said and shook your head as you thought that it wasn't necessary to do so. You walked to the window and opened it to check the weather. It was spring, your favorite season. As you opened the window a light wind came across your face. 

"Ahh so nice !!" you beamed as you felt the refreshing breeze and the warm sunshine on your face. Since it wasn't that warm you decided to wear this:

It was simple and yet stylish. 

"Princess-ah !! Are you ready ?" you heard your father yelling from downstairs. You smiled at the word 'Princess'. Your parents would always call you like that as if it was your name. 

"Almost~!" you yelled back. You quickly grabbed the red bag and sprinted downstairs 

"Oh, I need to get drinks, too." you said and grabbed the bottles of banana milk from the fridge and packed them into your bag. You had a collection of banana milk. In fact, you loved them. You had all kinds of flavored milk in your fridge.

After you got everything what you needed, you and your family were getting on one of the two cars your father treasured and owned. 

"How long will we take appa ?" you asked.

"Uhm..around 1 hour to 2 hours. Take a little nap. I know that you didn't slept much yesterday. We'll be waking you up 10 minutes before we arrive, ok ?" he said and started the engine.

"Ok." you replied and plugged in your headphones.

1 hour passed and you opened your eyes slowly letting your eyes getting used to the bright sunshine. You yawned and stretched yourself letting your parents know that you were awake.

"Did I wake you up ?" you heard your father's voice asking.

"Huh ? No, I woke up by myself I guess." you replied.

"That's good. Me and your mum talked way too loud." he said and chuckled. You just nodded.

"When will we arrive ?" you asked still with a tired tone.

"Around 20 minutes. Are you hungry ?" your mum asked. You shook your head and rubbed your eyes to get a better vision.

'Heol...should I get myself real glasses ?' you thought as your vision was still a bit blurry. You loved it to wear fake glasses. The glasses were actually always with you for some reasons but one of the reasons is to hide your 'identity'. You'll look like a nerd to them. Them ? They are your classmates.

If your classmates finds out that you and your family are rich they would try to be your fake friends to get expensive presents from you. Most of them are all rich and wealthy and they try to show off with their super new fashion item or showing off with the latest cellphone or whatever. That's the thing you didn't understand. They are rich but still wanted to get expensive presents ?

You could afford everything you wanted. EVERYTHING. But you were not that kind of girl so everyone in your school bullies and underestimates you. Yepp, they were treating you like shit. Playing pranks on you wasn't enough for them but they just needed to bully you till they are satisfied because they have no life. 

You didn't mind them anymore since you got used to it already. But one girl wasn't like them. Lee RyuMin, the best girl of the world aka your BFF. She was beautiful, inside and outside. She had a heart of an angel and because of her nice personality and looks she is a queenka. Her dad's company built the school she and you are visiting so everyone cares about her.

Yeah, she is a queenka and she deserved it. The only thing which bothered you were the fans and the other queenkas who were actually always with her. She was always the hottest topic in the school. RyuMin was the queen of attention and you hated it. You didn't like to be noticed but since you are friends with RyuMin you were.

But still you had others sticking onto you and acting nice in case to befriend..no, to use you and get you away from the popular RyuMin...because you weren't on her standards. You were considered too ugly to be friends with her. But RyuMin didn't bother them. She loves you as a younger dongsaeng, doing everything to help you, stay by your side when you need her and heck. She was just the perfect BFF.

You were so lost in your thoughts that you didn't noticed that you already arrived. Your dad opened the car door for you and waved his hands in front of your face.

"Princess, what are you thinking about ? Are you worried ? Is something bothering you ? Don't worry. Appa, is here." he said and patted your head. Your heart stopped as he told you not to worry...

"Gokjonghajima..." you whispered to yourself. This word made you feel strange...Since it was his words. Thw words before-

"Princess ?" your dad called you again. You snapped out of your thoughts and looked at him. You realized that you were else where since 20 minutes and didn't listened.

"Ahh, sorry dad. I just thought about something." you said and gave him a quick grin. He smiled and ruffled your hair. He stopped immediately as he saw you glaring at him.

"Appa~!" you half yelled at him. 

"Woah, my daughter is sure scary when she's angry ! How can she find a boyfriend like this ?" he said and pinched your cheeks but with that he earned a smack on the back of his head from your mum.

"Yah~!!" he turned around and whined. Your mum was standing there with a serious face.

"You should never mess up the hair of a lady, honey." your mum said and winked at you. You chuckled and stepped out of the car and closed the car door walking towards the orphanage with your parents following behind.

"Omo, honey, princess, I forgot my bag." your mum said. You turned around.

"Go ahead Jimin. We are coming in a second." your dad told you to leave and you gave him an ok sign. You saw kids running around the orphanage but they stopped as they saw you coming towards them. A boy saw you and ran towards you.

"Woah, noona neomu yeppeo~!" he said while looking up to you. He was like 3 or 4 years old. You sat down on your legs so that his neck won't hurt from looking at you. He looked at you with his big eyes.

"Hey. I'm Kim Jimin." you said and smiled at him. He grinned at you and introduced himself.

"I'm Kang TaeSook ! Noona, the girl over there is my sister Kang EunSook. She's 3 years old and I'm 4 already." he told you proudly and gave you his eyesmile. You ruffled his hair and watched his sister sitting on a bench playing with her friends. 

"Noona, I'm showing you my roommates. EunSook is in the room besides me with JiHee and YaeRim noona. I'm in a room with my best friends TaeIl and TaeGuk. We are the three Taes~!" he beamed and pointed at other cute kids. It was cute seeing him being so proud of his name.

You liked the three names. TaeSook, TaeIl and TaeGuk. You would name your kids like that if you could give birth to triplets. You noticed your parents waiting for you at the entrance of the orphanage.

"TaeSook-ah, I need to go in now. My parents are waiting for me." you said. He furrowed his eyebrows.

"Parents ?" he asked.

'Doesn't he know what parents are ?' you asked yourself. You looked into his brown eyes as pain started to shot trough your heart. It seemed like he didn't know.  

'How hard it must be for him.' you felt sorry. While you were living a good life with your family he didn't even knew the meaning of 'parents'.

"Ani, nevermind. Just..someone is waiting for me." you said. 

"Noona, please don't be like that. I know what you mean. I was just surprised. I thought that you were alone here. But..noona ?" he said as if he was an adult. He was so mature for his age. You smiled at him.

"I'm sorry. I didn't want to make you feel upset. What is that what you wanted to ask me ?" you asked. 

"Are you going to come again ? I really want to meet you again, noona." he confessed and he started to blush. You thought about it for a while. He had nothing but his sister. He was still young yet he cares so much for her and he is mature for his age. He needed to be happy instead of thinking about things like taking care of his sister in the future or to grow up and make money. 

'That's the only thing I can do for you TaeSook.' you thought. 

"Of course. I'm going to visit you again someday." you said and patted his head. His expression got brighter and he grinned.

"Pinky promise ?" he held out his pinky finger. You did the pinky promise with him and waved him goodbye. You parents were standing there  still waiting for you.

"Sorry but he was too adorable, mom." you said as she agreed.

"Should we go in ?" your dad asked. You breathed out and nodded. Your heartbeat got faster and your breathing fastened as well. Your dad slung his arm around your shoulder and walked in with you. 

You looked at your surroundings. The orphanage was painted in pastel colors which calmed you down alot. Pastel colors were your favourite ones.

"Oh, are you family Kim ?" a lady in her mid 60s asked us. She had wrinkles on her face and her hair was gray already but she looked like a cute and nice halmeoni.

"Yes, we are." your dad bowed so did you and your mom followed along.

"Hello, I'm Miss Hong. It's nice to meet you. Please follow me into my office." she said. Your parents started to move but you felt someone staring at you so you turned around. There was a guy with brown hair and well built body watching you. He had pretty eyes, a super cute nose and attractive plump lips. He was surely handsome. But behind him there was a girl in high heels and miniskirt glaring at you. Her face was stained with mascara.

'Did she cried ?' you asked yourself but your attention turned to the guy again. He had no expression on his face yet he had something special. You slightly smiled at him. His lips twitched but he didn't seem to smile. He was...refusing to smile. You felt weird. Something didn't let him to smile. You were sure.

Was it the girl behind him ? Was she his girlfriend ? If so, did he just rejected her or something and looked at you ? No, it didn't seem like it. ..because you are too ugly. You felt sad after remembering the words your classmates told you.

It looked like he was a little older than you which means that the possiblity that he was here for a long time is kinda high. It seems like he was already used to it to be alone. He...he lacked love. Yes, that was it. 

'It's you. It's definitely you.' 

But then before you could react, he ran away into room 296 and closed the door. You turned around seeing your parents looking at you weirdly.

"Umma, appa, I think I know who is going to be my oppa." you told them with a serious tone. 

"Oh, yeah ? Is it him ?" your mom asked. You nodded. Your mum smiled.

"He's handsome !!" she said to tease your dad. He just scoffed.

"It's him." you said. Your dad clapped his hands together and breathed out.

"Okay, so it's him. But are you sure Jimin princess ?" he asked you.

"I'm sure, dad." you told him and your parents smiled. Miss Hong stepped in front of your parents looking at you.

"His name is Kim JongIn. Please go to my office. I'm going to show his files to you and your parents. Please go ahead, I'm going to get JongIn first." Miss Hong told you and smiled warmly at you. You smiled at her as well.

"Follow my assistant Jang to room 001." Miss Hong pointed at a young lady. She bowed at us and you bowed back. You and your parents followed her. Miss Hong was still standing in front of the crowd that formed. It was like a school here. Rumors and such things were spread around in seconds.

"And you guys, go back to eating. Omona, Lee SongMi !! Please wear some clothes !!" Miss Hong cursed out the girl with high heels and miniskirt.

'So her name is SongMi.' you thought. It was weird. You heard this name somewhere before.

As you and your parents passed by some unnies glared at you. They didn't seem to like you.

"You see this bitch there ? She and her family are trying to adopt JongIn oppa. She just wants to have him because he is hot but heck. As if JongIn would look a single second at her." they whispered to each other. 

"But he was looking at her just a few moments ago !" another girl said. You just rolled your eyes at how naive they were and kept on walking until you reached the office of Miss Hong. The young lady told you and your parents to sit down and prepared some papers. She opened a cupboard which was marked with the word 'Kim'. She took out a file and gave it to you. You thanked her as she told you to go through his biography.

"His name is Kim JongIn, he is 18 years old and he was born on 14th February 1994. And...oh my god he was already 17 years in this orphanage..." you gasped as you read it. 

"17 years...?" you repeated. Your mum looked with a shocked expression at your dad.

"Can I please know why he was here for so long ? Didn't he behave or..." your dad asked the young lady. She smiled and shook her head.

"Well, when he was younger he was very cheerful and just like all other kids but he didn't had good looks. But look what happened. He is very handsome now and girls really likes him. He is very well behaved but well, he seemed to be alone. He doesn't like to talk that much but I think it's because he was here for a long time. But still, he can be very gentle sometimes. When he goes out he tries to earn a bit money and buy candies for the little kids. He is very hard working and he likes it to dance and sketch." the young lady told us. You formed your lips into an 'O' shape.

"So no one adopted him because he was ugly ? Hey, that's unfair~!" you stated and the adults chuckled. You kept on reading his biography as the door opened. There he was standing at the door frame together with Miss Hong. His eyes widened as he realized that it was you who was sitting  on a chair in front of him.

"You.." he said. He seemed to be speechless, so were you. Your eyes were locked with his for hours as no one wanted to speak. Everything got silent.

 

JongIn's POV:

Miss Hong opened the door and smiled at me. I stood up and bowed at her. She seemed to be a bit strict and scary but in fact, she was okay. She was the one who tried to raise me and feed me until now. Actually, I'm really grateful for her.

"Ah, halmeoni, please sit down." I pointed at a chair.

"JongIn-ah." She took a chair and sat beside me. I sat down looking at her face. She aged a lot since the time I first stepped into the orphanage. 

"I'm sorry, JongIn. All the time you've suffered enough and I couldn't do anything for you. All the kids who are now grown up were bullying you making you feel like this place is a prison. JongIn, the only thing I can do for you is this here. Can you please come with me ?" Miss Hong asked. What was she talking about ? Why did she felt sorry ? It wasn't her fault, right ?

Instead of asking her, I reminded silent not uttering a word while following her. 

"JongIn Oppa !" I heard a high pitched voice calling me. I rolled my eyes and just kept following Miss Hong until she stopped. She turned around and smiled at me.

"JongIn, please talk with her and bid her goodbye." Miss Hong said.

"I'll be waiting for you so go to her and talk." I furrowed my eyebrows. Miss Hong has been so weird lately. I looked at SongMi who has changed into some proper clothes.

"Why should I bid her goodbye, halmeoni ?" I asked her.

"JongIn, you are going to get adopted." she told me in a soft voice. And then it was like I would faint anytime. What ? Did I heard right ?

"Halmeoni, how-"

"Nuh uh. Go." Miss Hong pointed at SongMi. I was still too shocked to do anything.

I've been 17 years in here and then someone suddenly wanted to adopt me ? Why now ? Why not letme stay here...forever ? I thought that I would be in this place until I die. No one wanted to adopt me as their son. And I already lost the hope to be someone else's son. I already did. But when I was listening to my heart a little fire lit up. I was shocked yet excited but there was this weird feeling. I was scared. 

"Halmeoni, I don't want to." I told her. I didn't wanted to talk with SongMi before I go. Why should I even tell her ? Did Miss Hong thought that I was her boyfriend or something ? Never ever will I be her boyfriend. 

"Are you sure ?" she asked. I looked at her with a 'Are-You-Kidding-Me-Look'.

"Halmeoni, I'm not her boyfriend neither do I like her so why bother ?" I asked. She nodded as she understood what I meant.

"I thought that she someday might be finding you and scares the hell out of you asking you why you didn't told her. It seems like she likes you a lot. Let's go. I want to introduce you to your family." She said and we continued to walk leaving SongMi. I heard her stomping on the floor and walking away with calling me bad names. She didn't liked me sincerely. She didn't. Her love for me was fake just like her.

I tried to get distracted by thinking of getting adopted. When I was young I always waited for someone who could love me, cherish me and play with me. And this dream will be becoming reality in a few minutes. No, it was a dream which fated away too far already. I don't need it anymore. I don't want to. I was tired already.

My heartbeat fastened as I was standing in front of the door. And again, I felt like I would be fainting sooner or later. The girl which was sitting in the chair with my biography in her lap was her. 

"You..." that was the only thing I could say. She looked at me with a lovely face.

 

Your POV:

I looked down at my feet as I felt shy. The guy, or JongIn is going to be my brother soon.

I thought about how he would be like...

I imagined how he would treat me, how we are going to be as siblings.

My eyes were staring searching for his eyes but he insisted not to look at me. His eyes would be wandering around to another place when we met eyes. I pouted as I thought that he was ignoring me but my attention was pulled over to Miss Hong as she fake choked.

"Yes ?" my mum said. The adults talked about JongIn while he was just sitting in the chair lazily looking outside the window. The sun was shining on his angelic face making him look like...an angel ?

I smiled at my thought. JongIn realized that I was staring at himso I quickly turned away but I soon found myself staring at him for the nth time of the day already. He sighed and looked at me. I blinked a few times but couldn't look elsewhere.

 

No one's POV:

What ?

The adults were talking endlessly about non-sense so what should you do ? Taking out your cellphone and play games ? Tch, you were well behaved so you knew what was polite and impolite.

'Well...staring isn't polite either..' you thought and mentally slapped yourself. JongIn was tearing out a page from a notepad and scribbled something down. The adults weren't noticing what he was doing because they were busy talking and talking and bla bla..

He finished writing and showed me the note.

 

Stop staring. You want to burn a hole in my head ?

 

You frowned as you snatched the note away from him and crumbled up the note. You wanted to act mad so that he'll at least won't have the poker face that lasted for almost an hour already on his expressionless face and change it a bit. But not even a muscle twitched.

'Little meany' you cursed him out in your head. You decided to ignore him by fiddling and playing with your fingers until everything was cleared. The adults kept on talking for 10 minutes and they finally finished solving some problems.

"So JongIn is allergic to what ? I forgot already..haha." your dad smile sheepishly. 

"Please wait, I'm going to copy a list for you. Oh yeah, JongIn doesn't like to eat salad as well." Miss Hong mentioned. You cringed at the word salad.

Your parents chuckled as they saw you closing your eyes and shuddered. JongIn was secretly watching you from the corner of his eyes. Still, no expression but if he was honest he thought that it was..cute ?

"I thought you liked salad~" your mum said to tease you. You cringed even more.

"I hate salad, eww~!" you said. Your father's eyes softened as he watched you being all cute with your aegyo full voice.

 

_

 

You saw JongIn coming down the stairs with a box under his arm and a suitcase was following along. You quickly ran up to him and offered your help but he just scoffed and dragged the things he needed down the stairs. You held up your fist and wanted to punch his back but decided to leave it alone.

"Aish~!" you sighed and grabbed the box and quickly ran away.

"YAH !" he yelled making everyone turning to his direction even you were wondering. Did he hurt himself ? Was there something wrong ?

"Don't you have anything better to do ?" he snapped at them. They looked down and started to mind their own business again. And with that you knew. EVERYTHING was fine with that bastard...he was probably just yelling at you. Why you decided to get him as you oppa ?

He was cool. You liked the silent side of him. He seemed to lack love so you wanted to give him the love he didn't experienced for 17 years. It was like a mission to you now. Mission melting his ice heart. He was one of a kind and he had that special something that was capturing your heart. Something told you that he was the one.

JongIn was now only 10 meters away from you. He had the 'I'm-Going-To-Kill-You-Look' on his face. You were amazed how his expression changed but realized that you were in big trouble right now. He then ran towards you with his suitcase in his hands. You let out a scream and ran out of the orphanage, hugging the box in your embrace and then ran towards your parents who were waiting for you and JongIn at the car.

"Appa !!! Catch it !" you threw the box at your dad and he luckily catched it. You ran towards the meadow which was beside the orphanage. JongIn put down the suitcase in front of your dad and quickly tried to catch up with you. 

"W...wait !?" your dad said. Your mum just patted his shoulders and continued to watch you and JongIn running around like...you used to do it with him.

"NEOL !!! JUKGOSHIPO ?! JUGELLE ?!" JongIn yelled at you while you ran. You turned aorund and stuck your tongue out at him but before you knew he wrapped his arms around you and you fell down on the meadow with him beside you. Your head was pressed against his chest making you hear his heartbeat. He panted and  shoved you away.

"Gotcha ! You are really dead now, you know that ?" he said in a serious tone.

"Wae ? Is there something important in that box ?" you asked as you sat up. He reminded silent and stood up. You expected from him to help you but he walked away. You pouted and stood up by yourself.

And that's how your new life with your bastard-like-yet-super-cool-brother began.

 

Saranghae

Guys, I'm sorry that I didn't updated. I was stressed lately and I wanted to cry so hard after I found out that my 'SM Breaking News I Rumors I Scandals' was somehow deleted. Why do these things always happen to me ? -.- I put so much effort in it and in an blink of an eye, it's gone.

Well, this chapter is a little long.

WARNING !

I sucks at  long chapters so I'm sorry. I prefer it to write short ones. Some of you requested me to show how you (Jimin) is living, how her house looks like and etc. I'm going to show that in the next chapter so don't worry.

Already wondering who he is ? Will be revealed later on.

I hope you enjoy this chapter and I you know that I love you, right ? 

-AsLongAsItGets ♥

 credits - contradictori