Kim Taehyung's POV

Chapter 1

I don’t know how many times I notice, Yura is looking at that guy. Always with her lovely expression, but full of sorrow. I hate when she gazed like that, I hate when she said many times that she has decided to forget about him, but that’s not the truth. She’s always thinking about him, she still loves him, and she still wanna date him.

Sometimes she smiled without reason, she often daydreams too. I’m afraid if she have to suffer from depression. Who knows, right? There are many various effects of broken heart. There are also many people who kill herself because of that.

That’s the reason why I always look after her. I feel that I have big responsibility to always protect her, along with her weird behavior recently. Maybe because of our friendship since childhood till now. I don’t know. I often thinking of her. Suddenly there’s a feeling that I have to visit her, just to make sure that she’s alright. But now those feelings are changed become fear. I’m afraid and worried that she’ll date him again.

Do I love her?

I don’t know.

Maybe because we have been bestfriend since childhood, so those strange feeling just buried in the deep of my heart. But when I see her oriental face, her adorable smile and her sparkling eyes when she’s talking about Mark, those strange feeling just came up suddenly without I expect.

I know that Yura loves Mark. Unfortunately, Mark can’t see Yura’s sincerity, he chooses another girl, he hurts Yura. What can I do as her bestfriend? Always be there when she’s sad, comfort her, do the foolish things, so she can laugh, although it just for a second. I’ll do everything to make her smile. Just those simple things that can I do, because I’m not a person that Yura loves. I’m not Mark.

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 “Yah! Ppalli! What are you doing actually?! I’m tired waiting for you, you know?!” Yura yelled. I startled. Why she mad at me?

“Umm, I have to help my mom in the kitchen. I’m a good son, don’t you know?” I said jokingly.

“Huh! You just eat all of those foods, right? You can’t cook by the way..” said Yura while take her bag. I just stand still, not moving at all because I got quite a shock with her sudden anger.

“YAH! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! KAJA!” Yura yelled again. She seems in very bad mood today.

I really confused. What’s wrong with Yura? Besides, our performance schedule still an hour later. Why we have to come so early? Furthermore, this is just our routine performance at Vanilla Cafe. I shake my head lightly. What’s going on at Vanilla Cafe?

“Relax Yura. We still have much time.. What’s wrong with you by the way?”

“Just shut up! I just miss Vanilla Cafe so much. I haven’t been there for a long time”

“Then, who was going to Vanilla Cafe with Mirae yesterday? Ah, you have twin suddenly huh?”

Yura glared at me. I played my car key panickly. What are you saying Taehyung-ah? Pabo-yah!!. I shouldn’t say that.

“Where have you know from? That I was going to Vanilla Cafe with Mirae yesterday? Are you spying me?” asked Yura. I don’t know what to say.

“Huh! Why I’m spying you? Mirae told me..”

“Sorry.. I think you’re spying me again, like you did last time..” said Yura while looking away. I startled.

“Last time?”

I know what she mean. But I just pretend to not know what she is saying. Suddenly, she pinch my cheek.

“Eomma! Aah!! Jinjja appa!” I grined.

“Don’t pretend that you forget!” said Yura. I just lift up my shoulder.

Along the way up to Vanilla Cafe, I just keep silent. Hearing her story about Vanilla Cafe. But the memory about that incident just came up in my mind suddenly.

Flashback : Mode On

I took a peek from the window to know who’s coming at this time. I saw Mark came at Yura’s house to pick up her. I could see Yura rans toward Mark , then Mark held Yura’s hand. There was only happiness there.

I was about to close the window and walked toward my room, then there was a strange feeling that suddenly came up on my mind. I took my car key, wore my jacket and following them secretly. They went to Vanilla Cafe.

I tried to sit near them secretly. I didn’t know why, but I felt something would happen with them, so here I was, followed them and tried to hear their conversation secretly while having dinner.

I could see how cheerful she was. She looked more beautiful and happy. Honestly, I never saw her like this before.

Suddenly, I saw surprising thing that happen in front of me. I almost died because of choked. Mark took out a small pink box from his coat and gave it to Yura. That was a silver necklace that had a clover as the pendulum. I looked away, I felt sudden mental breakdown. The jjajangmyeon that I ate was so tasteless suddenly.

Is this a jealousy?

But, we had been bestfriend since childhood, why I had to feel jealous? Her happiness is my happiness too.

I tried to send those strange feeling away. Maybe I felt tired already, so I thought about unimportant things like that.

In a moment, I saw Mark went to the toilet. Suddenly, I heard a phone ringing. That was Mark’s phone. I saw there was sadness on Yura’s face when she looked who’s called on Mark’s phone. Her lips was so pale. I didn’t know what happen to her. I panicked but I couldn’t do anything. When Mark cameback from toilet, Yura asked him to go home. They debated for a moment. But in the end, they went home. I rushed to follow them. Mark drove his car with terrible speed. The bad thought came up suddenly on my mind.

What was actually happen with them?

Fortunately, I got there to catch them up. I hid behind the thick grass.

I saw they debated again. Then Yura entered her house, left him alone.

The next day, Yura was changed. She went through the days alone without Mark. Since that day, the clover necklace unseen on her neck anymore.