The Truth

john

4r3 you th3r3

answ3r m3 now

1 s33n wh4t you 4nd th4t j4d3 g1rl d1d >;]

 

what do you want terezi

 

1 4lso now th4t th1s so c4ll3d r3l4t1onsh1p 1s f4k3

but you dont w4nt to t4lk

so 1 wont t3ll you how 1ts so obv1ous

 

wait what do you mean obvious

how can you tell

please tell me

 

w3ll 1 know 1ts f4k3 b3c4us3 of th3 look on your f4c3 wh3n d4v3 m4d3 you two k1ss

1f h3 d1dnt c4tch on th3n, h3 m1ght n3v3r r34l1z3 1t

 

then why are you telling me this

is it just so you can mess with me or something

 

1m just s4y1ng

b3 c4r3ful w1th how you r34ct

1t could b3 your downf4ll john

1 h4v3 to go now

 

alright bye

 

John always hates how misterious she is.

 

But he forgets about it and continues on with his life.

 

Not this time though.

 

Only because he felt weird nowing she could be watching at any point in time.

 

This thought gave him shivers.

 

He checked to see if he had anyother messages before he talked to Dave.

 

Unfortunatly, he didn't. 

 

Not even from Jade who would be saying sorry untill she ran out of breath.

 

He gave up and looked at the message from Dave.

 

hey

dude

youre welcome for the help

knowing how wimpy you can get

you might not have kissed the girl

and then regret it as you said bye

like shit man grow a pair already

 

uhh

yeah thanks

i guess

is that all you wanted to say

 

nah man

we haven't talked like bros

in far too long 

shit is weird

why does it seem like you've been avoiding me

not cool man

 

sorry

i guess having a girlfriend

is harder work????

 

whatever man

no need to beg for forgiveness

i of all people can be forgiving

im just cool like that

anyways

i got to go

bye dude

 

bye

 

John turned off his computer as tears ran down his face.

 

He hated the fact that he had to lie just so Dave wouldn't find out the truth.

 

He was about to get in bed when he heard tapping at his window.

 

Jade.

 

This time he thought before he opened the window.

 

He turned on the light and after a few seconds of the tapping coming to an end, he opened the window.

 

But for some reason he still got hit in the eye.

 

"Ow! Jade, I thought you said- never mind. just go to the back door already." John said, deciding to skip the talking.

 

they got up to his room and he looked at her

 

"So what's up?" John asked, hoping that she wouldn't kiss him again.

 

"John, I don't know how much longer I can take lying to Dave. Today he started say how I should be greatful for him helping us kiss. I felt like screaming." Jade said before sitting down on the bed.

 

"I know what you mean, he said the same thing to me... Maybe we should fake break-up." John said after taking in a deep breath.

 

"Oh thank god! I thought i was the only one wanting to do that!" Jade said letting out a sigh.

 

"Alright, so are just going to be fake done right now or should we plan a fake break up in front of him so he wont ask more questions about how it happened?" John said after he let out the breath of air he took in.

 

"I think we should do it in front of him, it sounds like the best idea.." Jade told him after lying back on the bed.

 

So after an hour or two, they thought of the best way to break up. It's going to be great!

 

For a break up.

 

 

"Hey man, what's up?" Dave said after walking up to the "couple".

 

"Well we were just about to order." John said while holding onto Jade's hand for that couple look.

 

"Great, I got here just in time then huh?" Dave said after looking at their hands being together.

 

After they ordered, John nudged Jade's elbow to tell her to start with the plan.

 

She nodded and stared at a guy from across the way, pretending to be interested in him.

 

John then looked over at her. "Jade, are you okay?" John said, looking in the direction she was looking in.

 

Dave eyed them in suspision.

 

"Yeah I'm fine." Jade said with a fake fake smile. (fake twice because for the act she is supose to act strange and because it's all an act)

 

Once their food got there, Jade started looking at the waiter like she did with the other guy.

 

John pretended that he had enough of it.

 

"Okay, Jade. Why do keep doing that?" John asked her as he let go of her hand.

 

Dave just looked at them again, not saying a thing.

 

"What are you talking about, John?" Jade said, trying to act innocent.

 

"You keep looking at other guys like I'm not here! What's up with that?!" John said, a little louder this time like he was really mad.

 

"I don't know what you're talking about, now stop yelling. People are starting to look at us." Jade said, a little softer.

 

"Oh so it's okay for you to look at them but when they look at you it's a problem?!" John yelled, getting everyone's attention.

 

"John-" Jade said before getting cut off by John.

 

"No! I'm done! Ever since we started going out, you can't keep your eye's off of other guys! If you want to be single then just tell me!" John yet again shouted.

 

Jade didn't say anything.

 

"That's okay, you don't even have to say it. We're done!" John said as he got up from the table and said sorry to Dave before he left.

 

"Jade, I'm sorry-" Dave said before Jade stood up.

 

"Don't be.. I was just holding onto him so I would break his heart." Jade said as she placed some money on the table so Dave wouldn't be left to pay for everyone.

 

As she walked away, she could tell that Dave's jaw hit the ground from her comment.

 

She stepped outside and giggled as she seen John hold a thumbs up from across the street.

 

They both put on a poker face and left to their own homes.

 

As John got ready for bed, he felt great having that weight on his back gone.

 

Before he layed down he got a message from Jade.

 

good job john!

i think he bought it!

but i have to go now

night john 

 

He chuckled at the message and fell asleep.

 

 

 

He woke up in the morning hearing a mouse click multiple times.

 

He lifted his head up and seen Dave at his computer, looking through messages between him and Jade.

 

John jumped up and unplugged the computer.

 

"That didn't do a thing, I already seen the messages about you two lying to me. I don't even care to know what the reason you had for you two lying to me. I just want to know what gave you two the idea in the first place to start the lying." Dave said, looking John in the eye's.

 

John couldn't manage to get the right words to come out.

 

All he knew was that Dave found out everything and was now mad at him.

 

"I can't tell you.." John said softly.

 

"What do you mean you can't tell me?! I'm always here for you and you decide to lie to my face and from what I can tell, you did it just because you could!" Dave shouted at John.

 

"I just can't.. I'm sorr-" John said before getting cut off.

 

"No! I don't care about a sorry. At this point I just don't care about you." Dave said softer, but it hurt worse than yelling.

 

Dave ran out the room before anything else was said.

 

John watched the door slam shut and he dropped to his knee's, crying so hard that it hurt to breathe.

 

But this was one of those quiet cries. The worst kind.

 

Knowing no one could here you, no matter how hard you tried. You were still too quiet.

 

The rest of the night John couldn't eat, he couldn't move, and he couldn't sleep.

 

Because the love of his life just told him that he doesn't care about him.

 

 

 

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AHGHHHHHHHHHHH THE FEEEEEELLSSSS

 

IM SORRY BUT ITS APART OF THE STORY

 

i cried typing it o-o

 

but here is another update

i felt the need to add another chapter today because of how quickly the veiws are growing eeeeeepppppp 

 

thank you guys so much ^o^

 

credit to the owner of the picture

 

~untill next time~