THE REGRET

-Year 2009 -

"Father!! i'm tired of this! just let me out!! i'm sick of you and your damn mouth!" yuki yelled at her father.

"But yuki.."

" No BUT!! i Hate yo very much to the bottom of my heart!! i just want to leave this smelly house!" yuki said.

" Yuki, please .. i'll grant your wish" her father begged.

" I just wish you to be DEAD!"

"YUKI!" her brother yelled at her.

" what do you think you were saying huh? do you now tongue is like a prayer?" her brother lectured her.

" YES! i know it very clear enough! that was my prayer!" yuki said.

" Don't you da..." Yuki's brother almost hit her face when suddenly her father shouts.

" STOP IT YUUKI!" her father yelled at her brother.

"but father??? she's rude, and to rude towards you. it's unacceptable!!" Yuuki stated.

" it's okay, i deserved it.. maybe dead can cool her down." her father said calmly.

"WHAT? FATHER PLEASE!! YOU NEED TO SCOLD THIS CHILD NOW!!!" her brother yelled.

"it's okay.." her father said with low voice, kinda sad.

he can't hide his sadness in his face. how could her beloved daughter said that to him. He loves her very much but it seemed that his daughter don't love him back. but instead, she hate him.

"Ha!! see? father know himself, he jusst a bastard that protecting me to over, that he think i'll break if someone touch me!" Yuki said with sarcastic tone.

"YUKI!! ENOUGH! you gone to far!! this time i'll never go easy on you!" yuuki's mad at his sister behavior.

"Yuuki, please calm down.. we need to settled this " their father calmly said.

"NO!! no need to settled things down, i already want to leave this house, just leave me alone annd i'll be happy!" Yuki said.

"But Yuki!!" yuki father shouted.

It's to late. Yuki already rode the taxi and left the house for.. FOREVER.

she didn't know, that was maybe the last time she saw him HEALTHY.

-january,Year 2012-

She got up in the morning like usual, but something seems to arrived at her place. A Letter.

She grabbed it and opened it.

Dear my daughter. Yuki,

Yuki, this is your mother. i'm sending you letter because your father missed you so much.

He even didn't work and didn't properly eat his meal because he want to eat beside you.

he was the most desperate among us three.

He wants you to come back and be with him.

he loves you very much.

he protect you from the danger that cause you something you can't even imagine.

Please just comback. He needs you most.

He began to act different.

his health aren't as before.

He need you sweety.

and he had cancer.

from your mother and brother.

"Ha! noway, father is a healthy person !! no way he can get cancer easily! ridiculous reason to have me back! just told me that you want to get overprotective again at me!" Yuki said with smirk on her face.

time passes by, and she forgot about the letter.

-Febuary, Year 2012-

Yuki started her day by taking a jogging at the nearest park in her apartment complex.

when she got back, she kick something in the ground.

she looked at it and picked it up.

"Hmmm.. it's a letter, why someone sent me letter if they can use phone or e-mail? what a dull person" she said.

she opened the letter and..

Dear my Daughter,

Yuki, this is me.. your hateful father that you hate the most in the world that just want you yo make me dead.

Maybe you can grant your wish this time.

But, before that i need to tell yoou something about something that i must told you long time ago.

You had amnesia before, so you can remembered it now.

you were 7th when this thing happened.

You had car accident, and the one that drove is me.

You hit your head badly that cause you to lost your half memory.

We tried very hard to get you healed. the doctor said i  musn't tell her about the accident or she'll be depressed, and we, your parents must protect you from the outside world.

I began to be overprotective to you. because i don't want you to have that ecperience again.

it's killing me to see you lying in the hospital bed and breath heavily.

it tore my heart apparts.

You know, i must tell this to you.

this is important to you.

i'm no longer can be protective to you.

so you can grant your wish.

because i already nearing IT.

from your,

father

Yuki cried. She never know that his 'overprotective attitude' towards her was herself.

she didn't know that she had amnesia before nor the accident. she was very sad. but something uneasy began to cover her.

she red the letter again.

and found a PS note..

PS

honey, this is your mother, 

i'm writing this letter to you because your father asked me to. He don't want his last memory and thing he gave to you would be bad.

what did it mean by last?

..and your father is in hospital. In coma state. we need you here sweety. Please come here at xxx hospital.

Tear began to form in her eyes. she didn't expect that his father was this sick. she immediately packed her things and went to the hospital.

when she arrived, she went to the receptionist. Yuki asked for her father's room. The receptionist gave her the room number, and she ran fast to the room.

When she arrived at the door, she opened it and saw her father lying on the breath struggling with his life.

Yuki teared up and..

"Father.."

peep peeppeeeppeepp

Huh? what happened?

She blinked twice and a doctor suddenly came.

"Miss, can you leave this room? this is e,ergency, the patient state is unstable, we need to do something" the doctor said to her.

" okay!! please do everything to safe him!!" She said with a tear form at her eyes.

-few hours later-

the doctor came out. He sighed and look at the ground. Then he looked at yuki.

he shook his head.

"Miss, i'm sorry , we already did our best to safe him..." the doctor said.

"NOO!! IT CAN'T BE!!! HE'S STILL ALIVE RIGHT?" yuki shouts at the doctor.

once again the doctor shook his head.

she barked in to the room. She found her father lying there with cold body and stiffened body.

"NOOOOO!!! FATHERRR NOOO!!! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!!!" she screamed her lungs out.

but no answer from the father.

"FATHER ANSWER ME!! I'M SORRY PLEASE STAY ALIVE, I'LL BE GOOD DAUGHTER AS YOU WANT ME TO BE!! I PROMISE!!"

no answer again.

she can't accept the fate that her father already gone forever from the world.

"FATHEERRR!!! NOOOO...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!" then the doctor came and pulled her out. she was struggling but the doctor and the nurse were powerful enough to handle her.

Yuki cried all day, she got swollen eyes. She couldn't sstop thinking about her attitude before.

" Yuki, please i grant your wish.."

" i just wish that you were dead!!"

she shouldn't said that to her father.

Now she regret it for her whole life. She never gonna be say sorry to her father.

-THE END-

AUTHOR NOTE:

please remind it for yourself!!!!

Just love your parents as you love yourself!!

you don't know when they die, and you don't want this thing (yuki's) to happen in your life.

just love, and apologize if you did something wrong.

NOTHING'S GONNA BE WRONG IF YOU SAY SORRY!

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