Day 3

When morning comes up, Alana didn't skip school. She's a good student so she ended up coming to school that morning. Despite all of the things, she's late. In fact, Alana was even later than Cara. As she walked passed by the other's classmate desk, she didn't evven greeted them like usual.

But no one realized it. They're busy with all of the unfinished homework they got. Willy on the other hand, had came early just so he could explained what was happened actually. Although deep inside, he knew it was impossible after what had happened.

He's not a coward nor a sissy. He should makes himself clear. His mind was fibrous. He needs to get it straight to her. 

When Physic's class started, Alana didn't talk much. To exact, she's so quiet while sitting at the back of the class. Maybe it was because Kyle was absent, her companion for joking. She seems so distant yet so so close. Willy was getting miserable by any minutes. He silently wished for the bell to ring. 

"Alana, what's the answer?" Ms Yvonne questioned. Alana was too deep in thoughts to even realized what was happening. Willy paused. For a moment, he felt like it's hard for him to breath.

"Ehem, Ms Cooper." Ms Yvonne repeated herself. Only this time, Alana looked up from her book. She was very startled when she heard her name being called.

"Y-Yes miss?" She stood up, alert by the sudden called. Ms Yvonne's eyes darted to Alana's book, "I'm asking you what's the answer of question 6(b) ?"

Alana turned to her book. That's when she realized she had been left behind. She was still on question 2! She flipped the page around and looked up again. "The wavelength is directly proportional to the amplitude," Like usual, Alana always gave the best answer out of all.

Willy silently breathed in again. He didn't dare to turn around. He didn't want her ended up breaking down there. 

Ms Yvonne nodded in a motion for her to take her seat again. "Pay attention while I'm teaching," she lightly reprimanded.

Alana hesitatedly nodded. Hannah saw her. Somehow, she senses something was definitely odd with her. Usually, Alana would be the person who always answered the question even when the teachers were not asking her. She would be loud at times too with her laugh. Was it because the absence of Kyle?

The lesson resumed till the last period. If other days Alana would be the first person to step out from the class, this day wasn't it. Krystal being the good friend she is, she sauntered over to her desk where Alana was sunking her head into her arms on the desk.

"Alana, aren't you going home?" Krystal asked her. Only after a few seconds, Alana shook. But she didn't say anything else. She waited for all the people to go home. Once cleared, she packed up all her belongings. She knows, her knees would give up anytime and she's on the verge of breaking down again. 

She walked out of the class, holding on the backpack's strap securely. How she wish she could turn back the time. She bit on her lower lips.

No, I must not crying. I can't cry now. Not here. She thought to herself. 

Alana kept on walking. When she was few block to her workplace, she finally realized someone was rather following her. She stopped halfway. Not that she minds it. 

Willy whom had been following her walking all that time went up to her. This is the time he needs to clear everything up with her.

"A-Alana," he stammered. He could feel his heart drumming through his ribcage. Alana immediately looked up. Even when she had only heard his voice she could feel her strong hated feelings went off. She finally teared up. 

"What do you want again this time?"

Willy didn't feel daunted by her expressions. He doesn't want this to be a misunderstanding forever. "Alana, I'm sorry-"

"For raping me? Is that what you're going to say?" she cutted him off. Willy shook. "No. I'm-I was drugged. When I got back from the club last night I was insanely unconscious. I'm-"

"That doesn't give you a reason to rape me! Do you freaking now how much this affect me?? Do you have any idea how hurted I was when I woke up to find that I was wearing nothing? Do you?" she glared at him menacingly.

Willy sighed with a low sound. "I'm sorry. Really. I know that sorry doesn't change a thing. But that's the least I could say. I-I was seriously going insane too."

She smirked. "And you wish me to forgive you just like that? What about my studies? I'm nothing like you. I've got no money to send myself to college! What if-What if I got-" she stopped middle way and ended up crying miserably.

What if I got pregnant? The thought lingered on her mind.

Alana even hated herself by then. With all the dirty feelings, her future that was practically ruined, her grandma. It was too much. "I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME LIKE THIS!!" She pounded him on his chest. Willy can't back away. It's partly his fault too. 

He needs to accept it no matter what. Althogh his chest was hurting, it was nothing to be compared with what she's facing with. 

He embraced her as her wailed muffled against his chest. "I'm sorry, Alana. I'm sorry. I didn't meant it."

Alana didn't say anything as she kept pounding her fist on his chest. She's hating everything right now. She felt like her world had crumbled apart. 

"I'll take care of you. I promise," Willy promised. After all, everything was at his fault. If only he didn't went to the club last night. If only he didn't drank the drink last night, nothing like this would happened. Now, there's nothing they can do. Helplessly, Willy dropped his arms around her. 

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Day 3! :D 
30 Sept 2013, 18:18