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A/N: So like BeHappy said in the previous chapter, we are using our own one-shots that we have already written and posted so no one go and say we plagiarized please. ^^
This is also the color I will use if I have to ever inform you readers of anything :)
Also, my one-shot is Rated M so don't bash please >_< I still worked hard on it and if it isn't your "thing", so be it.
Enjoy!
I don't know why I'm here. I did nothing wrong. They are blaming me, ME, of all people. ME! No, it wasn't me. I wouldn't hurt a fly, for that fly has done no harm to me. How could anyone kill an innocent being? Those stupid cops have it all wrong. Giving me time to write how I feel won't get me out of this place.
It's all because of Nicole. I loved her. She was my life. After 23 years of living hell, with parental abuse, poor studies, and depression, Nicole was an angel. She pulled me out of he grip of the devil and made every day worth living.
We met at a party. It was for New Years. My only friend managed to convince me to come, and till this day I can't remember how.
I was sitting on the sofa and all around me, couples were making out, drunk friends were stumbling around and then throwing up, and people everywhere in between were dancing to the pounding music that was being blasted from the huge speakers that were mounted to the wall.
Alone, that place wasn't any fun, and Nicole didn't think so either. She came to sit on the other end of the couch holding a glass of plain water. With her stunning beauty and purity, she shone in my eyes like a perfectly cut diamond sitting in mud. That night became a major milestone in my life.
Fast forward a year. Nicole and I were a happy couple and even lived together. I loved her with everything I had, and enjoyed every second with her. Seeing her made everything better. She had quickly become a person I fully trusted which was hard for me. Life seemed to improve a whole lot.
In the next months, I thought, Why lose this chance? Even though it's soon, she loves me doesn't she? We should spend forever together.
I should have known I was wrong, but that was the day when I arranged my plans to make my beloved Nicole my fiancé.
Even as I was popping the question, I knew she was going to say yes. I could see it in her eyes and facial expression, the way she teared up and smiled, and replied, "Yes."
We began making plans for the wedding immediately. Nicole was more than excited for it and spent hours on end coming up with more and more ideas to make it better.
One night when Nicole was out visiting her grandparents, I received a call from one of my new friends, Nick. He asked if i wanted to go out to the bar with him and some of his other friends for a drink. Knowing I'd be alone for the night, I accepted his offer.
We met at the bar which wasn't to far from home. I lost a bet to Nick and as the punishment, i had to drink 7 bottles of beer. Those 7 bottles was all I needed to end up incredibly drunk and incoherent. The next morning I awoke to find myself beside a woman I did not recognize who told me her name was Zoey. Too late did I realize what I had done. I had taken this lady to my own house!
In the next moment, I heard the door open and saw Nicole's shocked face in the doorway to our bedroom. I began apologizing and trying to explain to her what had happened as quickly as I could but Nicole was already leaving the apartment and speeding down the hallway. I became angry at myself, Nicole, and Zoey. I was able to realize that it had been Zoey's fault. She made Nicole hate me!
I knew there was only one thing I could do. I had to get rid of her. Permanently. So I walked back into my bedroom after grabbing the largest knife I could find. Then I stabbed her, repeating the same motion over and over till her blood soaked the sheets. She screamed but of course I wasn't going to stop. She drove Nicole away from me! It was satisfying but I realized I still felt resentment and hate that I pinpointed to be directed to Nicole. Nicole! The one I had loved for so long. It was her who had really caused me that pain!
I managed to find her on the streets. I was still holding the same knife and so I stabbed her too, but only once. There were several people on the street at that moment but no one seemed to notice.
I held her head close to my body and rocked back and forth. My Nicole was dying! I saw the blood oozing out from where I stabbed her and smiled. She got what she deserved.
All of a sudden, people began screaming. I checked Nicole for a pulse and found none so I stood up and looked around. I saw people with horrified looks on their faces staring at me. Then the police were on me. I saw no reason for that so I struggled against them till they shocked me with a taser. I passed out from it but that didn't stop them from handcuffing me.
The next thing I knew, I was in a cell. It was empty with only a bed, toilet, and sink. This is where I've been since then. They gave me this notebook to write what I felt. So how do I feel? Happy. Most might be terrified and wonder how after I killed two people, one being the love of my life. Because she was the only thing that kept me alive. Because we were in love. Were.
She betrayed me.
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FrozenApple on says:
great! really good
ByungKitty on says:
chúc mừng sinh nhật~
bottom_rock28 on says about chapter 6:
lol, then I'll wait patiently. Haha, the update was great! hwaiting!! =)
bottom_rock28 on says:
Username: bottom_rock28
Pairing (characters): Luhan and Sehun
Character Personalities: Luhan is a warm and gentle guy. He always look kind and welcoming but could also be cold and distant when he likes to. Meanwhile, Sehun is the sweet and the type of guy who always likes to please others though sometimes he could be imprudent.
Plot: Luhan and Sehun is in a relationship. They compliment each other rather well since their relationship is like give and take. But one day they would enter a fight and Sehun being rash and imprudent would like try to cheat on Luhan and the older male finds out. And being so much inlove with Sehun, Luhan finds himself killing him or something.
Genre: thriller and angst
I made a request. Thank you in advance and your other chapters were greatly written! Fighting! =D P.S. It doesn't have to be way bloody or something so that it wouldn't need to be rated m. Hehe
Pastelsky on says about chapter 5:
Oh my goodness, I imagined Prince of Tennis' Eiji as the guy here.
I like it a lot!
Pastelsky on says about chapter 4:
I didn't worry about the warning, and I still don't! I can imagine the entire scene, and neither of them were ooc at all.
There's only one, extremely small word which I hope you can change though. It's in the end, the "But instead, she leaned up" part. Can you please make it, "leaned down"? Honey is actually a few inches shorter :))
To clarify, NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT. I just did not fill in the form properly. Sorry for thaaaat!
To state again, thank you for all the time and effort you put into making this! I was not disappointed at all :)
fluffyrocks on says about chapter 4:
...Kinda short. Could have been fluffier too.
fluffyrocks on says about chapter 3:
This is so sad...she should have called or at least left a letter. I feel bad for her parents. They basically raised her for nothing. Well, that's what I would think. i basically raised a daughter (I'm assuming it's a girl) that doesn't even care to think about how I might feel. tsk tsk.
Pastelsky on says:
Can I request, please?
Username - Pastelsky
Type - One Shot / Drabble on the anime and manga, Ouran High School Host Club
Pairing - Honey (Haninozuka Mitsukuni) and Reiko
Character Personalities - Honey is happy-go-lucky. He loves cakes and any other sweet, but he is also one of the best in karate and judo. Reiko, on the other hand, is a member of the Black Magic Club. She's unaware of her feelings, and she thinks everything is caused or should be started by a curse (either good or bad). These two are polar opposites who actually make a perfect match.
Plot - Anything fluffy :) First date? Marriage Day? Slice of Life? I'm great with anything!
Thank you for everything! Your other chapters were so well done, so I trust you :)
fluffyrocks on says about chapter 2:
P.S. Judging hard. lol.
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